Knotted hair today :)
La vie boheme
This has been a major problem in my life.
If I could just like someone who liked me back for once.
It’s four days until Valentine’s Day,
and I just want to say,
I have about 70-80 more Valentines left in my life,
so I will be okay being alone for this one. I am only 17% of the way there
I will find someone and when I do
Valentines Day won’t matter, because they will love me on more than one day of the year. They will love me for the rest of my life.
For all you singles out there, just keep it in mind.
No makeup, yet I am okay with it. Today was a pretty good day. Sort of.
I have been looking forward to this student choreography contest that my studio has been talking about having for like three months
AND NOW IT IS FINALLY UPON US
AND it comes around the semester I have cut back on dance, but I really want to do it.
I don’t know what music I will use and I don’t know what I want to say with it
But I am going to do it
If I win, I get to debut my piece at my student concert this spring
I am going to work really hard on it.
I AM SO EXCITED
I kind of want to, but I am a really shitty editor and I don’t have a good camera. All I have is my webcam
I don’t know
but I have so many harangues to make
I have become more aware this summer on just how thankful I am for my parents and the way that they raised me.
Counseling at my summer camp, I came to realize that a lot of kids these days are being brought up in a world where they have everything handed to them on a silver platter, where they don’t understand the concept of patience because technology has made that virtue basically irrelevant.
Working with Kids Club on my mission trip I realized how lucky I was to have parents that were involved in my life, that cared how I conducted myself and what kind of person I would become.
DONT TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY. During camp and my mission trip, I was blessed in meeting so many beautiful children. Their childlike faith and innocence was really amazing to witness. Despite my cynical outlook on their parent’s parenting skills, these children were still absolutely wonderful and hilarious and sweet and loving and compassionate and awesome.
But there were small parts that had me shaking my head, and which compelled me to thank my parents for the following.
i am taking a break from my summer reading.
as terribly interesting The Founding Brothers are.. I am afraid they must wait a while